Tough and Tougher

I saw this bracelet in a catalogue the other day.  I thought about buying it, as I'm determined that I won't let go of the beliefs I've held my whole life.  There's only one problem:  I wasn't tough enough when it mattered most.

Last summer, when Ian was so weak and I was so worried I told God I couldn't do it anymore.  I couldn't go back to way things were when Ian was 5, never knowing what to do or if things would be okay.

I think I'd blocked that out for a while, but when I saw the bracelet, it came back.

I told God I couldn't do it and look what happened.