Not a Conversation I have Everyday

Any of this going on in the spirit world?

Today Mikey asked me why Ian died .  "Do we know?"  "Is it a mystery?"  "Did he get to choose?"  It was quite a conversation.  It makes me wonder.  What would I choose?  Do I know enough to make an informed choice?  Am I awful if I don't know that I would beg to stay here?

I read Heaven is for Real this week about a 3 year old who describes heaven from his apparent visit there.  It may be  the reason I am not having the easiest week.  It's a good book.  I liked it.  It was just too close and had a happy ending--and was described as a string of miracles and limitless faith. 

In my scripture reading the last several days I've underlined every time it mentions God's will in one way or another.  There's a lot of highlighting.  My favorite is,  "as seemeth Me good."  Like it or not, choice or not,  God's will is the determining factor in all things (almost all).