I'm just not okay enough to be happy for others whose families are all together and they are so excited to see each other and have a warm, happy holiday. Does that make me a rotten person? Yeah, I think it does. I shouldn't be surprised to be under water, that's how I felt for Thanksgiving too. I looked at some things at the mall today that reminded me of Ian. Lucy asked why I torture myself. Boy, did she get an earful. All I have of Ian right now are the things that remind me of him.
This is what I want for Christmas--Ian, here in my arms!
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